Let's Adopt!

Not knowing where God was in the midst of our disappointment, we continued our conversation about this matter. David and I decided that we wanted a child! That was the main thing for us--to parent a child who needed parents! We realized the only surefire way to make this happen was through adoption. We could spend a lot of money and time (and pain for David) and never conceive. We knew there would be a child at the end of the adoption process!

Now we had to decide--domestic or international adoption? I felt like I probably would not be good with the whole open adoption with a birthmother. I couldn't imagine having a child in our home, falling in love with her or him, and then possibly having a birthmother change her mind. I was just too insecure for that.We both thought we would be more comfortable with an international adoption.